As the end of 2011 was approaching, I was thinking of stuff (as many people perhaps did) and of course the question of new year's resolution made its way into my head. I am not one who ever did that. I don't understand the need for it - If you wanna do something, just do it. However as the days were ending, a thought came that I should list all the nice things that happened in each of my days in 2012. It first came to me that I should tweet it everyday or put it in my Facebook status - show a little positivity to the world. Then I realized, I might be in places where I'll have no internet access. So I bought a thin cute book to list everything and I decided I would blog it at the end of each month. That somewhat became my new year's resolution. As not interesting as it may sound, I thought it would be a good practice to dig deep into my shitty days (which I am sure will exist) and see something, anything, at least one thing nice that happened that day. So if these entries are boring, I'm sorry (I'm sorry too if I'm tardy in posting). For some people, they may put things like got married, saw my baby for the first time, got proposed, etc. If it's me, perhaps the nicest thing was a chocolate bar, but then perhaps you can sense how sucky my day was that a chocolate bar was the nicest thing that happened to me :) Some days the nicest things will send me grinning from the inside, some days they will just stop me from crying, but those are my life in 2012, I suppose :)
PS: I did use this blog to talk about stuff long ago. I decided not to delete the entries. To read a more sobering view of my life, you can go here.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Last Shout

So, today, all those months, weeks, and hours come to an end. Last meeting always make me slightly sad no matter what. Today was no exception. After all the shouting and threats and all the crazy time, I ended up wanting to say "I'm gonna miss you!". I actually gonna miss you all. I will miss Shaun (despite of him being the way he is). I'm gonna miss Andre who can not stop calling me Miss Eka. Then Gordon, who I gave a B. I almost gave him an A, but then I ended up giving him a B. Today, he was so sweet that I feel rather guilty for the B, but it was a B work. Oh Gordon, I do believe you are a nicer boy compared to the others, you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Gonna miss you dearly. There were others who I can not really remember, there were Marcus, Derrick, Winfield, and so many others. Gonna miss you boys, truly. It had been a crazy ride with you. Thank you for the thank you.

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