I am sitting here, waiting for the next batch of little girls to come in. Oh primary kids. The word kids is seriously for them. Short and supposedly sweet but oH how they can make your blood pressure rise. Not that they are bad and naughty. They are little girls and little girls are made of sugar and spice and everything nice, right???
They just...
...don't really know how to move the mouse, or type in the keyboard, or know where the keys are for that matter. They just like to run around and I don't know why, they do not do things when I shouted it for so many times. I can not really blame them. I mean, can I? How can you blame someone for not knowing how to use the mouse? Or type? Hello...they can't even spell some of the words yet.
At the end of the day or lesson in this case, all I need is time. Time...please don't rush me because I AM frustrated. But...there's a but...but maybe I should just not care. This is the one and only time...until then...which most probably never.
As the end of 2011 was approaching, I was thinking of stuff (as many people perhaps did) and of course the question of new year's resolution made its way into my head. I am not one who ever did that. I don't understand the need for it - If you wanna do something, just do it. However as the days were ending, a thought came that I should list all the nice things that happened in each of my days in 2012. It first came to me that I should tweet it everyday or put it in my Facebook status - show a little positivity to the world. Then I realized, I might be in places where I'll have no internet access. So I bought a thin cute book to list everything and I decided I would blog it at the end of each month. That somewhat became my new year's resolution. As not interesting as it may sound, I thought it would be a good practice to dig deep into my shitty days (which I am sure will exist) and see something, anything, at least one thing nice that happened that day. So if these entries are boring, I'm sorry (I'm sorry too if I'm tardy in posting). For some people, they may put things like got married, saw my baby for the first time, got proposed, etc. If it's me, perhaps the nicest thing was a chocolate bar, but then perhaps you can sense how sucky my day was that a chocolate bar was the nicest thing that happened to me :) Some days the nicest things will send me grinning from the inside, some days they will just stop me from crying, but those are my life in 2012, I suppose :)
PS: I did use this blog to talk about stuff long ago. I decided not to delete the entries. To read a more sobering view of my life, you can go here.
