As the end of 2011 was approaching, I was thinking of stuff (as many people perhaps did) and of course the question of new year's resolution made its way into my head. I am not one who ever did that. I don't understand the need for it - If you wanna do something, just do it. However as the days were ending, a thought came that I should list all the nice things that happened in each of my days in 2012. It first came to me that I should tweet it everyday or put it in my Facebook status - show a little positivity to the world. Then I realized, I might be in places where I'll have no internet access. So I bought a thin cute book to list everything and I decided I would blog it at the end of each month. That somewhat became my new year's resolution. As not interesting as it may sound, I thought it would be a good practice to dig deep into my shitty days (which I am sure will exist) and see something, anything, at least one thing nice that happened that day. So if these entries are boring, I'm sorry (I'm sorry too if I'm tardy in posting). For some people, they may put things like got married, saw my baby for the first time, got proposed, etc. If it's me, perhaps the nicest thing was a chocolate bar, but then perhaps you can sense how sucky my day was that a chocolate bar was the nicest thing that happened to me :) Some days the nicest things will send me grinning from the inside, some days they will just stop me from crying, but those are my life in 2012, I suppose :)
PS: I did use this blog to talk about stuff long ago. I decided not to delete the entries. To read a more sobering view of my life, you can go here.

Thursday, November 01, 2012

October 2012

The nicest thing today was ...

275) 01/10/2012 - surviving today.

276) 02/10/2012 - when this Javanese girl, Fitri, came up to me and asked me if I was Indonesian. She's so sweet, she cannot help not calling me "mbak" :P

277) 03/10/2012 - having a short day.

278) 04/10/2012 - that today is not super awful. It's not awesome. Still not a happy day but it wasn't super awful.

279) 05/10/2012 - having a break through with the beef ball noodle uncle that he understood what I wanted.

280) 06/10/2012 - my mom and cousin, Yen Lisa.

281) 07/10/2012 - MasterChef Indonesia.

282) 08/10/2012 - Amazing Race featuring Indonesia.

283) 09/10/2012 - air-con.

284) 10/10/2012 - words from mom.

285) 11/10/2012 - finishing today.

286) 12/10/2012 - when the french class was small. It's nice comme ça.

287) 13/10/2012 - Looper. It was pretty good.

288) 14/10/2012 - getting some laughter from clips of Opera Van Java with Desta in it.

289) 15/10/2012 - when my mom offered me money to make me feel better.

290) 16/10/2012 - surviving today.

291) 17/10/2012 - the nice lunch. It was free and I don't think I deserved it.

292) 18/10/2012 - waking up this morning feeling good about the dreamless sleep that I had.

293) 19/10/2012 - when Janet, le professeur de français, m'a dit que I did pretty good / okay for my orale run-through.

294) 20/10/2012 - Italy: Love It or Leave It.

295) 21/10/2012 - a bar of chocolate.

296) 22/10/2012 - being entertained by The Walking Dead. Who knew I would actually miss those zombies and it's so good to see Daryl again :)

297) 23/10/2012 - seeing Desta in Opera Van Java and having them getting a laugh out of me.

298) 24/10/2012 - the feeling of acceptance and not total depression that I had when I visited my new room and meeting my new landlady who seems sincerely nice.

299) 25/10/2012 - when today ended.

300) 26/10/2012 - when one of the things that scared me a lot these past few weeks didn't turn out to be so bad.

301) 27/10/2012 - things went pretty great, so much better than I expected it would be. I thank God for this. Thank you God.

302) 28/10/2012 - McDonalds' meal. The cheese powder for the fries was pretty good.

303) 29/10/2012 - when Jenny 2.0 gave me dried fruits. It's very nice of her and surprisingly I kinda like it.

304) 30/10/2012 - Amazing Race.

305) 31/10/2012 - getting surprisingly an adequate lunch at a pretty cheap price.